my great grandmother, 
josephine matthewson,
left this world 2 long days ago.
selfishly, i miss her and long for one more hug.
but the truth is that she was ready to depart from her body.

yesterday i was sitting on my stoop, 
appreciating the earth's beauty, 
just as she taught me to do.
i caught a glimpse of a lovely yellow butterfly
and was instantly consumed by her scent of femininity.
it was a brief moment, 
but, 
i have no doubt that it was her, 
showing me that she is free and dancing into another universe. 
 she's certainly not 
"resting in peace", 
thankfully.