Subject: Basically
From: him
To: me
You quickly got a strong emotional response out of me. I find you extremely attractive and want you in the most basic, biological way possible; you are my sexual ideal. You made me laugh and we had a lot in common. Everything made sense. Very intense feelings formed quickly and were placed on to your presence in my life. Suddenly, I was emotionally wrapped up in you and my happiness depended largely on our relationship.
Unfortunately, with these intense feelings comes a small sense of fear, jealousy, and dependence. Normally they wouldn't really be an issue, but because you are a little more liberal than I am and it was hard for me to understand some of your behaviors and attitudes towards things, it was problem. Having your sense of well being and happiness resting on the shoulders of someone you don't completely understand or are comfortable with drove me insane. I was miserable.
This doesn't happen to me very often and normally isn't an issue but for whatever reason, I just had a really hard time dealing with you in my life romantically.
sometimes i wonder if it was the timing and it'd be better now. sometimes i wonder if it was the pressure of your parent's house. sometimes i just think i have to date people i don't like much to stay sane. mostly i think it would be awesome and then explode again.
sometimes i wonder if it was the timing and it'd be better now. sometimes i wonder if it was the pressure of your parent's house. sometimes i just think i have to date people i don't like much to stay sane. mostly i think it would be awesome and then explode again.
