ain't that the kicker
i was recently reminded [by a someone] that i am absolutely awful at dating. and since this 'someone' has first-hand knowledge of my eccentric nature, i guess i have to listen. he didn't tell me anything i didn't know, he just reimposed the idea that i might just be better off as a perpetual dreamer of romance instead of an active participant.
"it's so strange- you'd think you'd be a lot better at this. i mean, your outlook on love is so ideal."
"yeah, don't i know it! the key is that both parties have to be extremely willing. we have to be in it together."
i need a man that has enough patience for my impatience.
turns out to be very difficult to come by.
