let's call him "you"
you told me that you loved me on 4 separate occasions. each time you whispered these words so sweet and soft that i felt them against my ear more than actually heard them. i'll forever be curious as to why you would say such a thing. i wonder if in the darkness that perhaps you mistook my scent for another's. maybe you were attempting to appease me and in hopes that i'd forget by morning's sobriety. in either case, you actually meaning those words, was never an option.
you asked me to marry you the first day that we hung out together. i said 'yes'. you were kidding, i wasn't. i fell in love with you faster than a heartbeat. damn you.
